What can I do.
Updates at 2326* Alright, I'm feeling damn dumb now. Bf is ill yet he still travel down just to have dinner with me. but in the end he didnt eat anything, after accompany me go eat, he went home already. I feel like banging my head on the wall seriously.
Thanks baby, Ily.
Get well soon alright. Hugs!
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I'm leaving Singapore in like another 4days time, though for only 3days.
30th August, Saturday.
woke up at around 3plus. meet up with Erinna at my house here then bus-ed to Ps, meet up with Xujun over there. had mee sua again. bought ice milk tea from Mos Burger then up to the cinema for the movie, Forgetting Sarah Marshall. overall the show was alright lah. just alittle obscene at some parts. alright, after movie around 8plus, mrt-ed down to Kovan as Erinna wanted to eat some porridge. so yeah, after our late dinner, the 3 of us were like oh-so-full. so we decided to walk from Kovan to Serangoon. was chatting like usual. talking about many stuff that happen in this year. well, home around 12am.
Hello, Lee Xu Jun!
Lee, Lin, Lum. the Aunties. =X
Alright, been seeing Erinna for continuously dont know how many days. bet she gonna miss me when I go Genting/KL this coming Friday. hoho.
&yeah, I miss Bf...
Walk away, Loved. 1:48:00 PM `
Lost in the jungle.
It's never too good to understand someone so well.
It's never too good to not understand someone that well.
Alright, contradicting.
29th August, Friday.
HAPPY 18TH TO MY LIANIEE BABY, I LOVE YOU EVER SINCE 2003. :D
was up around 1plus today by Erinna Lin's call again. alright, prepared&stuff. met up with her&Hongying at Ps. okae, I bus-ed there alone. tried to get someone on the line with me but well. reach there around 3plus. had mee sua at Basement there. then walked to Taka to get Erinna's Mum's&Sister's present as their birthdays are on 30th August&1st September respectively. wellwellwell, after getting their presents, walked to Fareast. Erinna bought stuff again. went Kfc as Erinna wanted a bite. Heeren, Cine awhile. left Town around 7plus? mrt-ed down to Raffles Place with Erinna. slack-ed our time away. &guess what, we had cup noodles from 7Eleven. nice one eh. how budget can we be. LOLS. was in a kind of pissed-off mood today. argh. shitty. met up with Peixuan&Andre at around 9plus10pm at Raffles station there. walked to one of the pub, cant remember which one though. Gillian, Queenie&their working friends were there. 11plus, cut cake session. Levi&her Bf was there. around 1am or so, Bong came. awhile later, left with Erinna. cabbed home.
I hope Lianiee enjoyed herself.
&stay happy always, you'll always have us by your side my dear.
Lam Hong Ying, Lum Mei Zhen, Lin Ying Jun.
With hairband, nice?
Beloved Lianiee, Birthday girl. ("v")
Peixuan Mummy. :D
try to figure out what we're doing. Unglam, I know. 
Andre, Gillian, me, Queenie.
Though I seldom see them, but they will always stand a place in my heart.
Big hugs preciousss! :D
Walk away, Loved. 1:55:00 AM `
The reason is you.
didnt really get to sleep much last night. cant sleep. stupid stuff. had never been like that before I guess. wake up, slack-ed. meet up with Bf around 4pm or so. went Lavender as he wanted to renew his passport but we were too late, have to go back another day. bus-ed to Bugis. late lunch at Foodcourt. then walk around. Bf bought me a hoodie. :D &well, Mos Burger as usual for ice milk tea. home around 9plus.
Before & After. =X
him with the hoodie.
Walk away, Loved. 11:54:00 PM `
How do you feel tonight?
Mayb it's just me thinking too much, mayb.
I've got the sudden urge to change my blog to Livejournal as I can private posts which I dont want people to read/see. I've got alot of things to say, but somehow I dont want people to know. &sometimes it's just so difficult to put them in words.
sometimes I just wish life will always be so nice&perfect without any sorrows or fears.
sometimes I just wish I can be so selfish that I can get what I want/wish without having to care about how others feel/think.
sometimes I just wish I will put myself before others.
sometimes I just wish others will put me before themselves.
alright, wishing thinkings eh? give me one tight slap please, thanks.
nothing in life will goes on so smoothly I suppose.
ups&downs, tears&sorrows, laughters&joys are what everyone have to go through yes?
nobody would be an exception eh?
ohwell ohwell, who would wants their life to be such a miserable one? I bet none.
but sometimes life is just so unfair no?
okae, I dont know why am I talking about all these, just some thoughts.
enough of my nonsenses, back to serious blogging.
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Erinna's call woke me up again at around 11plus12pm. she always claim that I've got a sexy voice when I just wake up. I know you're just plain jealous eh twinny? LOLS. wake up prepare, went down to the bus stop to pick her up as it's raining damn heavily, touched not? better be. I dont do that for everyone hor. hahah. well, up to my place, she puts her stuff then we went down to the hawker to eat. as usual, had our fish slice soup. hoho. the rains gets bigger&bigger. awwww. stayed there till the rain got smaller, chatted as usual. then back to my place for awhile then out again. bus-ed to Amk hub. both of us wanted to look for a job so badly. so yeah, walked around, managed to leave our particulars down at 2shops. planted ourselves at Mos Burger for ice milk tea as usual. hahah. chatted&chatted&chatted. we seems to have never ending stuffs to say. hahah. oh&I swear we walked round&round, in&outof Amk hub for dont know how many times just now. LOLS. left there around 5plus or so. bus-ed to her place. her Mum cooked dinner for us. she was studying while I was looking through her old neo-prints, her family album&stuff. hahah. left her house around 8plus, bus-ed to Kovan as this girl got cravings for bubble tea though she's very full. LOLS. after that, planted ourselves at the hawker to watch the 9pm show. okae, sound retarded I know. well, &home around 10plus.
&I must say,
that girl mention above is a dear, really.
not to forget girlfriends who I havent seen for days/weeks/months.
I missed all of you seriously.
&I'm missing my love, he's still outside...
There are moments when I dont know if it's real
Or if any body feels the way I do.
I need some assurances, or mayb just more.
Walk away, Loved. 11:49:00 PM `
I swear.
Alright, I was up at 8plus in the morning today. shock eh? hahah. promised Bf that I will buy Mac breakfast for him eh. so yeah, reached his place at 10plus with his breakfast. ate, slack. out around 2plus3pm, went Ps, walked around. &we bought Sushi to eat. okae, sounds pathetic. hahah. &caught Journey to the Center of the Earth at 440pm. nice show eh, worth watching. after movie around 630pm. went Gelare for ice cream waffle&drink. hoho. was kinda crazy today. laughing at almost everything. hahah. was goodboy&goodgirl today. home around 8plus.
I'll cherish you, I swear.
Walk away, Loved. 10:25:00 PM `
Just arent the same.
Happy 17th Birthday to Yeoh Zhi Chao! (:
well, have been sleeping at like 3, 4am during the past few days&waking up in the afternoon. which is very very bad. sigh... I need a job! I cant go on like that. how to survive when school reopen man? well, did practically nothing today. went over to Godmum's house for dinner, stayed there till 10pm&home after that. I need money, I want to watch movies, I want to go singing, I want go out play! hoho. guess I'm just too bored.
Oh, &I will be going Malaysia with my family next weekend.
Walk away, Loved. 10:54:00 PM `
2nd month.
23rd August, Saturday.
met up with love at around 10plus11pm. went over to Aljunied Mac to eat&home around 12plus1am. :D
24th August, Sunday.
Happy 2nd month Love!
Happy 18th Birthday to Guanlin, Cheryl Phua&Aloysius Pang!
Happy 18th Birthday to Guanlin, Cheryl Phua&Aloysius Pang!
woke up at around 12pm. bath, prepared&stuff. had lunch at home. meet up with Bf around 2pm at my house here. mrt-ed down to Marina Square. Kbox all the way till 7pm. had fun yeah dear? hehe. time just passby so fast when I'm with him. well, after singing, dinner-ed at Hotpot Culture. not bad though. hehe. after eating, walked around Marina Square. Bf bought me a Tortoise. damn cute. hahahah. Yakun for tea&home around 11plus.
Sing, Sang, Sung.
Alright, I'm just playing a fool.
I look fat on the right pic. ):
Thanks for everything, Babyboy. ("v")
&I will love you more than that. :D
Walk away, Loved. 11:26:00 PM `
Sweetest.
21st August, Thursday.
was late meeting Janet&Josephine in school. lunched at Koufu then had our last paper at 4pm till 6pm. after paper, mrt-ed down to Cine with Bf, Janet, Josephine, Christine&Shilong. dinner-ed at Hongkong Cafe. had a great laugh there because of Janet Tau. LOLS. caught Meet Dave with Bf, Christine&Shilong. the movie was damn funny. I dont like the Dave's eyes. LOLS. okae, whatever. after movie, walked around awhile then bus-ed home.
Hello, Mr. Snoopy. LOLS.
got woken up by Erinna's call around 12pm. prepared&stuff. she came up to my house. then we bus-ed to Ps, had lunch then went Mos Burger(a place with bad memories for the both of us, hahah) for a drink, chatted about stuff, past&present. then caught the movie Cyborg She at 340pm. overall the movie was nice&touching. tears flow down my cheeks towards the ending part. awww. after movie was already 6pm. my dearest twinny was hungry. so went to the Foodcourt, Bf&his friend, Engping came after that. dinner-ed there. after eating, bought bubble tea then walked to Cine. accompanied Engping till he meets the people he wants to meet. Erinna went home afterwhich, bus-ed to Marina Square there to watch fireworks with Bf. Awesome eh. hahah. after watching, wanted to get a bite but that place was so crowded to even get a seat. so forget it. mrt back to Ps, meet up with Bf's friends. went Partyworld for a sing. hoho. I've been yearning for one since dont-know-when. the night was great I must say. left around 2plus3am with bf&home after that. thanks love. :D
Hi Twinny!
Sweet, sweeter, sweetest. ("v")
Okae, just for laugh,
Original VS Duplicate. LOLS.
&today is a Saturday. no plans till now.
&tomorrow is the 24th again. :D
Walk away, Loved. 5:29:00 PM `
Useless.
At times, I just feel so useless.
I wish I could help but I have no idea what to do to help.
The kind of silence, I'm afraid.
I'm sorry, for being so useless.
Walk away, Loved. 11:42:00 PM `
The best for you.
Alright, updates.
This was taken by Love yesterday. Funny I know, please laugh. LOLS.
Exams are coming to an end soon. :D I'm a happy little girl. hoho.
Econs paper was alright, at least I think I can pass. ohwell, I sucks at theory base subject if you people know me well. hahah. Stats was alright though, but an A might not be possible. &today's Marketing paper is definitely a gone case. I think I will have to take sub paper, which I hope not. well anyway, I'm feeling damn relax now though examinations arent over yet&I'm looking forward to the last paper, Poa on Thursday. hoho. after paper would be going out with clique for dinner&movie I suppose. hehe.
This was taken last Tuesday.
Forget about the expectations, everything will be just so fine.
How deep is your love baby?
&Tell me which is the best way to love you.
Walk away, Loved. 11:05:00 PM `
Love story.
I havent been updating on my daily life. hahah. will do some proper updating after examinations. was reading some email just now. &this email caught my attention. meaningful to me but mayb not you. hahah. meanwhile, enjoy reading the story!
An Amazing Love Story.
He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he's so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home....
Suddenly he asked the waiter.
'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'
Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously, 'why you have this hobby? '
He replied:
'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.
A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffeee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:
'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: 'what's the taste of salty coffee? '
'It's sweet.' She replied.
"Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to hold on.
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love."
For girls,
Find a guy,
• Who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
• Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
• Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
• Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
• Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
• Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
• Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
• Who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'
Meaningful, isnt it? :D
People, do tag me!
Walk away, Loved. 3:04:00 PM `
Baby's 18th.
Alright, 16th August.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE&ONLY LOVE!
I hope you love what I've planned&the present eh. :D
Cheese Cake.
My love, always.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE&ONLY LOVE!
I hope you love what I've planned&the present eh. :D
Cheese Cake.
My love, always.
Walk away, Loved. 2:29:00 AM `
Shoot me down.
ohwell, currently I'm sick. down with terrible sore throat, cough, as well as running nose. how great can that be when I'm having exam on Friday? spell DEAD for me. &come on, Friday's paper is Econs, double dead. awwww.
Exam timetable:
15th August, Friday - Econs paper.
18th August, Monday - Statistics paper.
19th August, Tuesday - Marketing paper.
21st August, Thursday - Poa paper.
tell you what, I will be very happy if I'm able to pass both Econs&Marketing. hoho.
well, as I'm typing, I'm coughing non-stop. argh. what a time to fall sick. I dont even have the energy to study! hell...
okaeokae, some reflection.
thinking back what I've done.
Mayb, I've been thinking too much.
Mayb, I should change my view on some people.
Mayb they arent that bad as I think they are, yeah mayb.
how hypocrite can someone be to achieve what they want?
who wouldnt sacrifice others just to benefit themselves?
I bet everyone would.
An incident whereby a best friend leaving me alone with people I dont even know well had make me realised how dumb I was at that moment.
I may not be an awesome friend but at least I wouldnt do that to a friend, let alone best friend.
I treasure everyone in my life, but somehow I wonder who are the ones who really treasure me as much&who are the ones I could really trust.
Some enlightenment, pretty please.
Walk away, Loved. 2:51:00 PM `
A round of applause.
9th August, Saturday.
Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest Queenie! (:
&Happy National Day! hoho.
woke up at 11plus, prepared then mrt-ed down to PS, searched for Erinna's cake while waiting for Xujun to reach. then went Pastamania for a seat first while waiting for Erinna&Jasline to come. lunched there then well, a short birthday cake cutting session etc. afterwhich, in to the cinema for the movie, Love Guru. well, the movie is damn funny, but well. hahah. after movie, around 5pm. walk around PS for awhile then went Cine, took neoprints, walk around etc. went Kfc, as Erinna Lin is hungry. Bf joined us at that time. sadly, we didnt get to see the fireworks, I'm sad. hoho. hai hao lah. dinner at Hong Kong Cafe, Erinna's treat. after dinner, Erinna, Xujun&Jasline left. went for another movie, Fate with Bf&one of his friend. movie was okae. home around 2plus&slept around 4plus5am.
Nevertheless, I hope Erinna Lin has enjoyed herself. :D
At Pastamania,
She's a happy little girl.
Lovely bitches.
In the toilet.
Twinny.
Darling girls.
At Kfc.
Hi babyboy.
Outside Taka.
At Hong Kong Cafe.
I love you.
10th August, Sunday.
woke up at 2pm or so. chatted awhile with Janet on the phone. meet up with Bf around 5pm. went Singapore Post for dinner then wanted to study but somehow we failed. hahah. home around 10plus.
Ohyeah, my throat hurts like some shit now. argh.
Things that I said/did on purpose.
Was just to find out how much I mean to you.
Walk away, Loved. 12:20:00 AM `
Joanne Lum Mei Zhen. ♥
